Oh how I love Adele! Listening to some of her song lyrics makes me feel as though she has a window into exactly what my heart is feeling!
My husband and I separated for a few months earlier this year, and decided to give it another go in July. It has been a very difficult few months, there was a lot of pain that caused our separation and getting over that pain hasn't been easy for me. Last night he said that he thinks that he's just "not the marrying type," that one woman just can't make him happy. He was 27 when we got married 3 years ago. We separated for 3 months, and he had the chance to be with as many women as he wanted...but he decided that he wanted to come home to me, to our life. How the hell did he just now realize that he's "not the marrying type?" Is it an excuse so that he doesn't have to tell me how he really feels? Did he think that I was naive enough to turn a blind eye to the attention that he was seeking from other women?
I suppose that none of that really matters. It hurts to lose the man you pictured all of your future with, but I have to think that staying with a man that can't see himself happy with just one woman is much more difficult. Moving on is so very scary, but so very necessary. No woman should be just one of many that her man is seeking attention from. Every woman should be one man's everything, his only thing....
